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M.ao/ C.alvin/ & D.ionne/., 020509♥110710stuff of me :) Being short is me. That's what life is worth for. you & Dionne will be the greatest gift i ever recieved "D — For what i've vowed. I'll will only love you & our precious. 
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
'doesn't voice out , doesn't mean don't care too' thats what a pregnant woman will do - full of complaining . ( this will be a wordy post) had lunch with love at punggol yesterday, was like finally im having lunch with him.    i have forgotten how long i didn't have lunch & dinner with him , how long we didn't go out shopping just the two of us , how long we didn't catch a midnight movie , how long he has not stay at home just for that one whole day to accompany me. he's always working & busy whole day. & me with precious are left at home watching drama. but i know cause my dued date is coming nearer and nearer & im not suppose to runabout anywhere now. okay , & i know bee is working hard outside to earn money for me & precious. but i just feel like complaining , i felt so much unfair(s) for him. but thats his character & because i love him that way. 50% - work 30% - friends 20% - useless stuff family - ???% how much percent left for me & precious? why can't him get a off for himself , why can't he made a break for himself, why is he always thinking of others first , why even though he is tired yet he never say ' no ' to others, why does he work double to cover people's job ? why must he give all the advantage to others even he have to work hard? why must he rush to others just because of others giving him a call ? why is his role always so important to others ? why ? because he's not selfish & he's too kind hearted, he always make the best for others even though he have to go through hardship & even though he is being used. he treated everyone more than just a friends. do he ever think that for one time he haven't go with me to shop for precious's thing ? do he ever think that he's tough working outside, but being pregnant also not so easy? tried not to stressed him too much , tried not to complain so much , sometimes feel so upset yet have to control. sometimes feel so unfair yet i cant tell him. we're the one who love her & wanted to bring her out to this world. so no matter how tough , how hard the pregnancy process is , i won't say tough , i won't say hard . cause i love my daughter with my whole heart. & because we're the one who wanted to bring her to this world so much. but i just wanted to tell him that my due date is getting nearer , i will be scare , i will be afraid too. i, too , like all his friends , needed him to be around me . left not more than 1 months already, anytime , anywhere i will have to rush to hospital for deliver. & he know i wanted so much that he will be around my side , welcoming our little precious & also be giving me support. hearing so much of the process of giving birth , for the pain those experience mum have gone through, i don't think i cant crop well too as i'm not experience, i'm the first time giving birth too. i just want him to be ready around my side. give me encourage & support , accompany me on the day when bringing our precious to this world. on the nov, for the final check-up or second finaly check-up, i wish he can accompany me thru out the whole check-up, really sit down & listen to what the doctor say & be really prepare. sometimes , his friends need him to be at their side , is also just like i needed him to be by my side too. sometimes i think why must his friends snatching him from me , why can't them be understanding abit to let him put his family first. he is the one who will be a father soon, he is no longer the single man who you guys give him one call , he must rush to you guys's side already. he's a married guy , he's the guy who got kid & wife to takecare, he's the one who must have responsibilty of his family. this 10 months , precious have been by my side , even bee doesn't accompany me , she the one i will talk to , she the one made me feel not so lonely. i don't wanna add burden to him , i just want him to know that i love him , i wanted him to love me as well as our daughter too. ( FYI , we haven't been quarreling , just that i felt so unfair & i feel like complaining ) |
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